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i'm still here at mateo... and i don't wanna come home. in fact, i don't want to go anywhere...wala rin namang saysay.
haunted by dreams that should have been long over. the shrink tells me maybe those days are still alive in me. maybe. maybe not. do i still feel? does it still hurt? who knows? it doesn't matter anyway.IF ONLY one person had ceased to not care, my life had long been fulfilled. but hey, life isn't meant to be that way, so there.do i want the easy way out? my wrist perhaps? nah, i'm not that brave. if i was, i would long have been at peace. anyway, have to go. have to walkrunrideinthedarkness. don't worry guys, minsan lang ako magdrama. pagbigyan niyo na.oh and another thing..to a certain friend, i'm sorry i can't be there for you..i'm not even strong enough to stand on my own.
haunted by dreams that should have been long over. the shrink tells me maybe those days are still alive in me. maybe. maybe not. do i still feel? does it still hurt? who knows? it doesn't matter anyway.IF ONLY one person had ceased to not care, my life had long been fulfilled. but hey, life isn't meant to be that way, so there.do i want the easy way out? my wrist perhaps? nah, i'm not that brave. if i was, i would long have been at peace. anyway, have to go. have to walkrunrideinthedarkness. don't worry guys, minsan lang ako magdrama. pagbigyan niyo na.oh and another thing..to a certain friend, i'm sorry i can't be there for you..i'm not even strong enough to stand on my own.
living backwards, 7:03 PM
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