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i think i'll be transferring to feu next year. the fact is that i don't know how to fix this, 3 days i havent been attending class..i dont want to study anymore. i just want to work. any kind of work will do..i'll be dying early anyway. the meds don't help...i still feel there's nothing worth waking up each day for. i have lots of interests, the problem is that i'm not good in any one of them, so how the heck am i supposed to select a permanent course, permanent job, permanent lifestyle? ay, oo nga pala. nothing's permanent. but at least diba? at least most of you know at least one thing you want to do for the rest of your lives. ako..well..i'm here because i'm here. i'm here coz if i choose not to be here, then, well..my brother won't have a sister anymore. hehe.
here i am cutting lab. for one, i wasnt able to do the prelab, coz the meds are making me too sleepy to work and too not so sleepy to sleep..blah whatever. you know what i mean. this is the second consecutive lab i've missed. i feel so guilty for having to lie to mom...i think i'm going to be sick. ay, sick na pala ako no. sick in the head, that's what.
o well. i'll study for math na. para naman di ako todo walang kwenta.
here i am cutting lab. for one, i wasnt able to do the prelab, coz the meds are making me too sleepy to work and too not so sleepy to sleep..blah whatever. you know what i mean. this is the second consecutive lab i've missed. i feel so guilty for having to lie to mom...i think i'm going to be sick. ay, sick na pala ako no. sick in the head, that's what.
o well. i'll study for math na. para naman di ako todo walang kwenta.
living backwards, 9:42 AM
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